my childish needs..

Assalamualaikum all! :D

Oh, happy Eid to everyone...may you all are blessed by Allah S.W.T and may your are blessed with happiness with your friends and relatives :D
(okay that speech is kinda lame...forgive me please)

Anyways...
Done with that...I just want to give up everything on this one part of life...
As I sit here in my home...
It's hard for me to say this...
BUT GROWING UP IS HARD...
Seriously, think about it.

When you were a little toddler...when you watch cartoons or do silly things,people would just laugh along and say how cute you are. Everything was happy back then...
Then suddenly, you were all grown up and getting bigger, when you do even the slightest silliness or something irrelevent, people would go on tantrums with you. Saying that, you should grow up and blaa blaa blaa...
See what I mean?

From what I see, as you're getting older, or as they say, 'mature'... you tend to not like certain things and move on to other things. Like you would like love dramas more than the laugh-to-the-pit-of-your-gut cartoons. When you were small, you crave for those shiny toys, but then you realize you like those shiny jewelries more than anything.

One thing that gets me thinking, when you grow up...do you tend to forget about the dreams and hope that you possess when you were young? Do you tend to forget those fairy tales and magical things you heard when you were small?

I told myself everytime...when I grow up, I don't want to forget..I don't want to be 'mature'...I just want to live happily and want to be as who I am now...But I was proved wrong...and I saw it with my own eyes...And I regret it...Then again...

I'm writing this post now, to whoever reads this...even when you're growing up, sometimes just being like a little kid is all you need..haish, I don't know what to say..

JUST BE YOURSELF..
EVEN IF IT MEANS BEING LIKE A LITTLE KID..

This little kid,over and out :)