what do you believe?

Dragons and fairies and demons?

Are they real? Do they exist alongside us? Breathing the same air, admiring the same blue sky and feeling the dirt underneath the soles of their feet as they walk the earth.

It doesn't matter if they're real or not. It matters in what you believe in. If you believe, they could be just a reach away. They could show up in front of you right now and you would be crazy amazed. The power. The power of faith and belief.

Now, I'm not talking about my faith. I'm not questioning my faith. My faith in Allah SWT is firm. I am a Muslim and Insya-Allah will always be.

It's just that, I found fascination in such creatures. Dragons, fairies, elves. I always pictured them to be real and I would fall in love with them, all of them. You may think that I'm blabbering and all but this is what I wanted to say and I want you to think as I do.

Fantasy. We fantasize about a lot of things and sometimes, it became so powerful that we can't separate them from reality. Daydreaming would be the escape for some people. They find it comforting and that it kidnaps them from a world that they only think as burdening them.

I read a lot of mythology and history. I compare them with different sources and try to understand their story, their origins. If I'm not busy being a pharmacist, I read up on them. It's just that, this is my escape, my dream world. I watch fantasy movies not just because I enjoy them because of the fairy dusts or charming princes, but I think. I think of their relation with what I read and it would feel like a rewarding experience for me, because I know about them. Because I read.

I watch movies or tv series that provokes my thoughts and some were very persistent, but i managed to draw a line. So that I won't stray. I think, and I analyze. I watch rituals from other cultures, not because I wanted to do it, but it made me think on why they were doing it. Sometimes, after watching them and people asks me for recommendation, I would see how that person is first, whether they're strong enough to see such things. It's not easy to shield you heart and faith, I know.

Living in the world now, from what I read, hear, see and understand...it is a very harsh place. It can make a person mad if the individual does not have a strong defense mechanism on themselves. Evil is everywhere and it comes from men him/herself...the one that were supposed to guard the world of evil. Now, we're making a mess of it. Sometimes, what you see in the news is so ridiculous and impossible that you wouldn't believe it actually happened. I just...

I have a lot to write about but time seems to be taking a jet away from me. I have to constantly fly with my rocket just to keep up and maybe surpass it. Its just that, I try to be diverse and understand  a lot of things, but the more I know, the more stupid I become.

Because you know something and it opens another door called doubt. You settle the doubt and other doors lead to other things open up. What is true and what is not?

You be the judge. You be the savior. You be the fallen.