the truth...

Not able to go was not the thing that saddens me...
But the fact that you never see the new me...
That made me write this...
I am sorry...

for asking that worthless question.

for always disappointing you.

for always being arrogant and hard-headed.

for being careless.

for being wrong...

for being worthless...

but please know...

that I am trying hard to make you proud...

trying everyday to make things right...

trying to prove that I was worthy...

I guess I won't be able to do those things...

I accept that now, that I am useless...in so many things in life...

I am sorry...