really random babbling..

tick...
tock...
tick...
tock...
Time's ticking little girl, and the boogeyman's catching up to you...
Don't go running in the rain, you'll slip and break your leg...
Sleep now, and hope that the cats would help you...
When you wake up, play your guitar and sing a sweet song...
Then walk to the airport, meet someone special and fall in love...
Argue with your neighbour's dog, and flee...
Fly for the next day, and never descend.. Fly free!
play the piano with your little brother and sit at the diner, alone.
You may meet someone that you used to know.
turn down the volume and don't look back.
Change the track on your iPod and hum to the tune.
Cry, like you were feeling an intense pain. Cry louder. cry softly.
Close your eyes and dream, dream long and high. short and low.
Believe in the fate that was blessed on you, believe in God.
Go to the zoo, and play with the tigers. Roar! with them.
Play a balloon, instead of a ball. Play the swing, instead of the slide. Play with water, instead of fire.
Look down if you're brave, but remember to wash your feet.

And when you go to sleep tonight, remember me.

Remember, this was our secret...

what this little cat is up to...

Assalamualaikum!

Meow!

Hello everybody!
Let's see, where to start..
Oh!
Firstly, I am feeling great!
I'm crushing on celebrities now :O Woops..I think its better than crushing on any real boys right now. I'm more content..There's Renner, Somerhalder and Lerman! The perfect team ey?

Next, I'm writing this story, at a website called Wattpad..Cool site! Search for my story, The Colours of A Guardian ;) Lemme know what you think :) It's a fantasy story I wrote..Check check check it out!

Then, right now, I lovvveeeee playing games..muehehe.. currently on Assasin's Creed *tip: I'm falling for the assasin, Altair..hehe..so that when somebody hurts me, he can assassinate them for me :D
Anyways, the next post, MAYBE I'll post my story here, rather than leaving it alone for so long and making it full of dust!  :O

Okay loveliess, have a happy happy happy life, and joy to the world! See you soon ;)
P/S: I love you ;)

i'm doing absolutely incredibly good!

Assalamualaikum and good morning!

Yes, I got up early today and felt fresh! Yeeha!

Anyways, I know, that my last post was middle of October.. (Man, that sucks!)

Truthfully, I never forget about this blogger of mine, which was one of my baby steps in writing.

I came to realize that writing and reading made me so happier, that I've been doing them a lot... Not to mention, it got my knowledge growing. Let it be only adding up my vocabulary, but hey, it's still something new!

I'm on my holidays now, and today is already the second of December. So far, it's good! Yeah, I didn't got to attend any piano classes yet, (which was one of my main things to do this LONGGGGG holiday -_-) but I attended some international function that day and it was epic! I'll tell you that story later own, yeah? Oh, I posted an original story in a website called Wattpad, so check it out! It's cool. You can discover a lot of stories written by dreamers and writers, like moi :)

Sorry if my post is kinda lame, but at least I'm writing here again. I discovered a new talent, telling people stories :)

"...Quack quack quack!..." what the duck said to me the other day :P

worked up

they were right when they say,

"YOU NEVER REALLY CAN FIX A HEART"

sigh...

this one random evening :/

Assalamualaikum!

Hey ya'll, long time no post,I know..
As you all know (which I doubt it because I hadn't post anything this past few years :O )
I WAS JOKINGG! sheesh.. :P
I'm actually having my finals..

*krikkk krikk

Yep,that's me,grinning like I've lost it..

No worries,I'm still attached,one way or another -_-

Anyways, enough about the finals that's pulling my gut in all the way around..

I just want to express my current feelings that I felt these few days...

Firstly,I was happy,because,I dunno,I just am..One of the reasons was that it rained almost every evening,I feel excited and ecstatic! As you all know,I love it! But it was kinda sad because,I really wanna run through it and let it pour on my skin and drench me..Sadly,I didn't have the chance...

Secondly,I was sad..

Sad because of everything!

Because I was hungry all the time! I was throwing tantrums and I was full of it..

Well, that seemed a bit too much, actually I was just fine, just a bit of sadness fogging in me..

Next,I was very hyper!

Ooopps, that usually happens when I ate too much sugar..when that happens, I can run miles without feeling tired..Literally..

Then, just tadi, I was feeling all nostalgic about my past..

Haha,with Aber of course..

We were just reminiscing all those sweet high school years of our lives..

Well, then came the part that I much regretted made me recoil from them immediately..

I know,I'm screwed up..

But at least everyone loved me ;)

Know what? I love you alls too :P

See ya!

(really sorry for this rannnnndddddoooooommmmmm post..I'll make sure to write more soon :)

Love yah!

those little things that meant a lot to me...

Assalamualaikum... :)
Happy almost week end guys :D
I know its been long since I posted ANYTHING...
So,I'm very much gonna babble in this post...please bare with me yea?

Firstly..
These few weeks,I'm feeling blessed and very happy
Lets praise Allah for that blessing :)
I dunno, I just felt that everything was in place..
I guess Mom is right..When you always keep in check your relationship with your creator, He will certainly make you feel safe and happy...Alhamdulillah ^.^

Secondly,
I don't want brag...but since it was my first time...I feel so psyched to tell you people my first time experience...
That other day,I donated some of my blood   :)
Alhamdulillah,it went well...I didn't felt the slightest pain at all...From the evaluation, I got to donate a double bag (awesome and creepy at the same time,I know)...
And after all that pumping out,in just a short time,I'm done...no headaches attached :)

Ni je yang sempat amek gambar..heheheh..

Don't pass out! :O

Heheheh...

Thirdly...

I did a trial on Arab language that day,and Alhamdulillah..I got the highest in class..

So,my Ustazah got me a gift..Thank you Ustazah :D I really appreciate it ^.^

See,got my name on it! Awesome! :)

Oh,you probably wanna know what's inside huh?

Teehee,it's a secreto! :D

Lastly,I just realized that,I missed one of my hobbies...

Reading...

It's just,the finals are coming and I'm so stomped that I never had the chance to read anything that's not Bio or Chem (but I enjoy reading them too!)

Anyway,just wait my precious books (which I left them on my rack to suffer with the dust bunnies)

I will attend to you on my sem break!

I promise! :D

Alright...my writing skills are beat...

And I need to attend to other things..but I promise to post more soon!

Ciao!

P/S: Me love you JLR ^.^

my childish needs..

Assalamualaikum all! :D

Oh, happy Eid to everyone...may you all are blessed by Allah S.W.T and may your are blessed with happiness with your friends and relatives :D
(okay that speech is kinda lame...forgive me please)

Anyways...
Done with that...I just want to give up everything on this one part of life...
As I sit here in my home...
It's hard for me to say this...
BUT GROWING UP IS HARD...
Seriously, think about it.

When you were a little toddler...when you watch cartoons or do silly things,people would just laugh along and say how cute you are. Everything was happy back then...
Then suddenly, you were all grown up and getting bigger, when you do even the slightest silliness or something irrelevent, people would go on tantrums with you. Saying that, you should grow up and blaa blaa blaa...
See what I mean?

From what I see, as you're getting older, or as they say, 'mature'... you tend to not like certain things and move on to other things. Like you would like love dramas more than the laugh-to-the-pit-of-your-gut cartoons. When you were small, you crave for those shiny toys, but then you realize you like those shiny jewelries more than anything.

One thing that gets me thinking, when you grow up...do you tend to forget about the dreams and hope that you possess when you were young? Do you tend to forget those fairy tales and magical things you heard when you were small?

I told myself everytime...when I grow up, I don't want to forget..I don't want to be 'mature'...I just want to live happily and want to be as who I am now...But I was proved wrong...and I saw it with my own eyes...And I regret it...Then again...

I'm writing this post now, to whoever reads this...even when you're growing up, sometimes just being like a little kid is all you need..haish, I don't know what to say..

JUST BE YOURSELF..
EVEN IF IT MEANS BEING LIKE A LITTLE KID..

This little kid,over and out :)

randomness me

Assalamualaikum...
Hello people of the world!
As I wrote that, I wasn't screaming hokayy??

Anyways, I am absolutely happy to tell you that, my exams are over and that I am so freaking happy!
Alhamdulillah...
Being happy is such an extraordinary feeling..ah yes, who doesn't want to be happy right?
Then again, being happy all the time do no good to us too...
sometimes, we must embrace sadness...
I know, you must be thinking...why is this girl so negative?
Say all you want people because I wasn't finish talking yet hokayy??
What I mean embracing sadness is because, it makes us stronger...
Being sad is the reason to toughen up yourself and move on with this life...

One more thing, Allah is always with us Insya-Allah, so beg to Him...

“I asked Allah for strength and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I asked Allah for wisdom and Allah gave me problems to solve.

I asked Allah for courage and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome.
I asked Allah for love and Allah gave me troubled people to help.
I asked Allah for favors and Allah gave me opportunities.
Maybe I received nothing I wanted, but I received everything I needed – Alhamdulillah.”

- Anonymous author

the truth...

Not able to go was not the thing that saddens me...
But the fact that you never see the new me...
That made me write this...
I am sorry...

for asking that worthless question.

for always disappointing you.

for always being arrogant and hard-headed.

for being careless.

for being wrong...

for being worthless...

but please know...

that I am trying hard to make you proud...

trying everyday to make things right...

trying to prove that I was worthy...

I guess I won't be able to do those things...

I accept that now, that I am useless...in so many things in life...

I am sorry...

screwing things back up...

Assalamualaikum..
Heyyyyyyy!
Gahhh..kfine..memang gila sekarang sebabbbbb..
Minggu depan mid-sem exams..muahahahah..and I'm like...

Whattttt? O.O"""

Yes, I am nervous, but I am also studying...yeah, right..
Of course I am..
Duhh, those insecure moments again.. =.="
Anyway, these few days, I screwed up a lot...and I'm trying to make everything right...
Hope so...
So to everyone I'm making their lives miserable, I am sorry...
I'm trying my best...I am really do...
Sigh...
Okay,bye...

what's so wrong in being that?

I am just a movie maniac..
That's all
Sigh...

Jyeahh,Can't wait...

HE is always there :)

Assalamualaikum :)

I watched one movie the other day..and there was this one part where, someone was up front and he said...

Man A:
 I was sailing at the cold waters of Antartica once upon a time, and there was this one time where the wind started to blow furiously and my mast went broken, and other damages came next. The boat started to sink and I prayed to God to help me. But He never showed up to save me. Instead, some eskimos helped me out of the water. And now, one of the eskimo that saved me is my wife now. She's my saviour. Since then, I never believe in God anymore. I just stopped believing.

Suddenly, another man from the crowd came up front and said...

Man B:
God may have not came in front of your eyes and saved you. But, you didn't realize that you live right now, and still breathing is His help. He sent his help through someone, and that includes as a blessing, that he met you with your wife. Think about that...

The crowd went silent and the man that lost faith just now dissapeared from the crowd and never to be heard again.

Now, remember ladies and gentleman, boys and girls..

kan kan kan? :)

Have faith in HIM, and HE will always be there :D

Insya-Allah :)

saya percaya..

Assalamualaikumm :)

Alhamdulillah, syahdu bila menyaksikan semakin ramai saudara Islam tita kat surau tadi, menunaikan solat terawih :)

Alhamdulillah, tita masih diberikan peluang untuk menyambut bulan Ramadhan Mubarrak pada tahun ini :)

Insya-Allah, semoga Ramadhan kita pada tahun ini semakin baik drpd tahun lepas :)

And to all my family,teachers, friends, Islam brothers and sisters, loyal readers and stalkers..
I beg for forgiveness, and may you all have a fruitful Ramadhan :)

Stay active yo! :D

:)

me a time bomb :/

Assalamualaikum..

Before you people jump into an awful lots of ideas..

I'm not a revengeful person..

And I'm not in making up revenge on anybody (yet)

So, that's why I just put that up..hope you can see it..if you're being ignorant then that's fine..keep on living :)

Tapi tu lah hakikat manusia..

Kadang-kadang wat perkara yang boleh merosakkan orang lain..

Haisho..kan dh kulark baso melayu nyo..

Aigoo,seriously, please don't make me ticked off..

Especially when you're hurting my loved ones..

Some words fer yah:

That's the nicest thing I can say..

Peace *_*V ..

crazy maths tuesday

Assalamualaikumm..

2 - 2 = 4 ?

What?

sorry guys..

just another random post ey? :)

Happy Tuesday! :D

random thursday *_*

Assalamualaikumm..

Ini yang wa rasa pada hari ini :)

Sila paham..

Sekian..

Duhhh..such randomness CAN REALLY OCCUR THESE DAYS.. =="

adrenaline..

Assalamualaikum :)
Second post for one night?
Naiiiiiissssssssseeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Anyhow,It's just a random one form before..so check it out!

It's just,how my day have become more interesting everyday..hoho..
Firstly,I started to act like Jack Sparrow..
Woopps,Captain Jack Sparrow.. Savvy? :)
I walk like him,sometimes talk like him..and apparently,adapted his sense of humor..Naisse :D

Arrrr :D

Duhh..kelakar lorrr :D

 Next, that other day,when I was at the interview for the committee board of CAC..

Tell you the truth,I've never ever been in an interview..so you can guess I was like..

I mean,not like that la kan..

That would drop my standards ;)

It's just that..know what?
I aced it..hoho..When I was nervous,I smiled..I talked fluently and very confidently *big bragger but I just don't care :P
Erm,tu je lah..The excitement was there,because I never was interviewed beforee :3
Kah kah..okay,off to bed :P
Pray for my Bio and Chem quiz this week darlingsss :D
Nyte nyte :D

to be or not to be.. :P

Assalamualaikum :)

sigh..sigh..sigh..

Why do people often complain huh?
Complain about this,complain about that..
Rich people complain about not having enough money to spend..
People with ideal weight or overweight complain about not having enough food to eat..

Then again,who am I to complain ay?
Haha..
Anywaysss..I am clearly trying to lessen complaints,and start to appreciate more :D That'll be cooler kan?
It's just,sometimes,when we aren't complaining and people around us starts to complain..we tend to join in with the misery..
E.g "Arrrrgggghhhh..streessss laaa!!!!" *note no one is that crutial,thanks :)
Me:A'ah,stress nyeww...
Ting! *bunyi lampu
I started to say to myself,nahhhh..I'm not that stress pungg..chill jew..ye lah tu..okay identity disorder here T.T
It's just,stress is something we can chose to be or not to be,kan?
Betul ta? try it for yourself darlingssss :D

Pergghh..does that look awesome to yah?

It sure doesn't O.O

Now that look nicer..

Cooler..

Awesome ! :D

Savvy? ;)

rain

Assalamualaikum..

Okay kanak-kanak riang ribena.. *eh?
Today, I want to talk about something that I love to do the most..
Eh,no no no..
What teacher means is, what I like..

I love the RAIN :)

Reaction:
:O :) ^,^ ~_~ :3

Foinnnneee..drop the act..I know..sorry,brain damage!!

Anyhow,just a short silly post from me..
Your favorite blogger.. *kahkah lawak *asal lak *kdiamm =="
It's just that just soaking in the rain is something I love to dooooooooooooo....
Whoops,kan dah kantoi =_=
Haha,who cares..I love the rain..
Being in the rain is just refreshing, like taking a bath,am I right there?
I mean, I don't just rely on rains to take my daily shower,coz that would be weird and smelly..yucks :3
Anyhow,I love the rains *sila kira brape kali sy sebut ayat ni,tq :)

Alright,hitting the sack..tomorrow have to study!!! ^.^
Hey,imma curious cat ya know ^.=

A Cat who loves the pouring Rain :)

Peace out! :D

managing? :)

Assalamualaikum..

Hey ya'll..huahua..

Guess what?
Since I'm going for two years programme at CFS..So I have to take only TWO core subjects this sem..
My reaction?

Muahahahahahahahahahahahaa 3:)
*Okay, that was creepy I know..sheesh..

Anyway,since entering CFS..it had managed me to accomplish some things..

1. Lessen my addictions to Facebook
2. Strengthen my addiction to Twitter
3. Make me more loveeeeee Jeremy Lee Renner *teehee..
4. ..............................................................

I am totally calm right now, no more hectic schedules, no more rushing, no more waking up in the morning..hooyeah ^.^
But anyway, I'm really studying hard right now. And I really am eyeing the 4.0 flat all the time, Insya-Allah..
Pray for me peeps.. Peace! (Y)

Oh yeah, to Jeremy Renner,
Wherever you are..
Thanks for telling me that,

"Even when you started out small, there is always a chance and hope that you'll get to accomplish BIG.."

Cutie ;)

Peace out yo! :)

reunion? kahkahkah ^.^

Assalamualaikum..

So,since UIA is an "ENGLISH SPEAKING CAMPUS"

Woops,yeppa folks..me in UIA oledi ^.^ *I seem so psyched..yes I am :D

Alhamdulillah,there is a place in UIA for me..and shockingly,I was happy about it..Duhh,didn't I just wrote that?

Heheheheheheheheh..

Well,Ta'aruf week was,interesting but sloww..huahua *harap pihak commitee tidak marah saya :P

As you can see the title up there,yes..macam reunion..

coz' lots of my gang from Sepintar entered UIA too ..kahkahkah..

SERONOK LA WEYYYYYYY...

But of course,I still made new friends lah kan.. :)

Geng Asasi Farmasi..woohooo ^,^ *I'm sorry,but I wanna medic actually..huahua,but you guys are awesomeeee..

Seperti kita semua sudah maklum..masuk U nih blaa blaa blaa..okay,senang cerita semua sendiri an?

Okay dah..huahua..me oledi finish typing..

Let the picts tell ya the story aite? thanks :D

Wa bahagia beb :)

Alhamdulillah..

Pray for me lalinksss :D

so that I can get the full med course,Ameen 

InsyaAllah..

Doc to be,Me ^.^

restless,maybe?

Assalamualaikumm..
Good day Earthlings :)
P/S:I am not an alien,thank you..

To tell you the truth..I'm not in the mood to blog now...I'm not tired of it,just..maybe I was getting worried of many things..At the same time..I'm not sure myself.. =.="

Actually,manyak mau post..but..nantilah..in maybe a few hours maybe I would bring Pip to life again and write..
That is what I LOVE to do right? :)

Oh my.

theory #1

Assalamualaikumm..

Hello you good people! :D

How are ya? I'm OBVIOUSLY fine..

Well,yesterday was my birthday..yeeehaaa..I'm officially 18 now *yeah I hate that =="

Okay,birthday post coming soon..

Now,let me share with you something..

I read somewhere that..There was this one story,about a student and his Professor..

It was more of a religious debate actually..and It started to touch the Question of God..

But,the resolution given by the student,well..it was fascinating..

Nevertheless,I just want to take the theory and give it a little twist..

"There is no such thing as DARKNESS..It is just a state where there is LESS LIGHT"

I was fascinated by that and I actually use it..

To be a positive person..

Everytime that someone came up to me,feeling down..and saying..

"I'm not smart..I'm never gonna make it"

I say,"Well,there's no such thing as not smart..It's just a state where you lack of knowledge..Go search for it"

Surprisingly,it made them smile :)

Most importantly,it give them hope..

I know,that with what we experience in the world today,with the unstabilities that cross our lives,being positive seems so hard..and I mean it..And it's true..but,just try..

"There is no such thing as giving up..there is just a state where,there is less hope.."

At the end of the day..there is still,even if it's little..To start it all over again..and Shine :D

D.O.N.T L.O.S.E H.O.P.E :)

less words,BIG meaning :)

Assalamualaikum..
As I have lived this sweet 18 years of my beautiful life..
I have endured a lot of people..
And most of them,I appreciate for their sole,pure kindness :)
Well,the others..yeah,I appreciate them too,although they do piss me off in some way..I thank you too,because you made me the strong person I am today :)

As the calendars in the whole Malaysia stated today,16th May..
I want to express my deep gratitude,appreciation to ALL MY TEACHERS..
Let me list them:

1)Teachers at Smart Reader Kindergarten.
You made me went through all those playful,yet developing years :)
Hooyeah,my childhood was somewhat awesomeeee! :D

2)Teachers at SK Taman Midah.
3)Teachers at SK S2 Bandar Kinrara.
You made me achieve 5A's in UPSR :)
And you really made me learn about life..

4)Teachers at SMK S4 Bandar Kinrara.
Lastly,
Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Rawang :)
You made me obtain 9A's in PMR and SPM..
And really made me face the tough stuff  :D

You see :)
Oh yeah..to my Standard 4&5 Tution centre..
And to ALL you dedicated teachers out there! :D
You raised me well ;)

And of course..

My FIRST Teachers in life is surely..

MY MOM AND DAD :)

You made me believe in myself and was always there for me!

You made me,a VERY Bright Student,that I am today :)

Thanks Ibu and Ayah :D

Yeahh..you guys are the best Teachers that a naive daughter could ever get :p 

And,I love you :)

Sincerely,

Once a dorky,plain,amusing student,

Now a Doctor-To-Be,

Miza Syakirah Binti. Mohd Razif :D

before closing my eyes..

Assalamualaikumm..
And a happy life good people..
When I was a child,there was not a lot to think about..all I see was fun,colors and happiness..
But then,as I grow up..there were the other feelings..
Like,sadness..guilt..regret..
Responsibility,confidence..and fear..
Now,I bet..that the first time we felt those feelings..We were scared..we lost hope,and gave up..
At the verge of growing up..
I caught myself,thinking a lot..even though people see me,on the surface that I was not mature..which I was always denying..The truth was,I was always thinking..
Thinking,thinking,thinking..and sometimes,it even gets me in my head!
I didn't realize,that there were a lot to think about..
And at some point,I was terrified..because,in all that thinking..there were,POSSIBILITIES..
What if this?..What if that?..Should I?..Would I?
All these questions..all these,complicate things..all these foreign feelings and insights..
Thus,it reconnects us to the fact that..we are just humans..Humans that are ordinary,plain..
WE WERE VULNERABLE..
Even though that each of us has our own specialty,we still need each other,we still rely in others..
THAT'S WHAT WE CALL,COMPLETING EACH OTHER..MAKING US WHOLE AND COMPLETE..
I have a lot of dreams,that everyday in my life..I wished and prayed that those dreams,will come true..
We still hoped on God,the one that is all powerful and mighty..Allah S.W.T..
You know,I always was interested in reading..anything that can feed me something..even with the slightest info and knowledge..I was always hunger for more..And I want to thank my Parents for guiding me and training me in such a precious gift..The gift of obtaining knowledge and searching for them..
I thank Allah,for such a blessing to me..
And to that..one of these days..I realized,that..from the moment I was in my mother's womb..
I HAD A PURPOSE..
More like a mission to accomplish..a piece of puzzle to be put and complete it..
But,there must be something that's obstructing my path and disrupting my view..
I get very playful,and lost my way..I was not me..
But Praise to Allah,He has guided me..and always showing me the correct path when I was astray..
Now,that is what we call,Allah's love..What we humans was actually missing in our empty lives..But,as I said,we were always distracted...
 I had said in my older posts before..life was complicated..humans,are complicated..
We could come up with a new silly theory and agree with that..
But that was one of the mistakes that human does..Theories..
To tell you the hard truth..if I want to elaborate this..It would be,at least a million words..And I would be delighted to tell you,my silly theories sometimes :)
Theories that maybe,some fantasies,or old folklore of the past..
It was always you,to decide..look,more choices..more thinking..
Whatever it is,I would gladly amuse you all..
And I want to apologize for my extensive ranting this time round..
It's just that,before I close my eyes tonight..
I feel that,at least,I can send a message to people..
Well,not much of a message,but more of some advice,wisdom..you tell yourself..
It came from the bottom of this such humble little heart,and hoped to make people feeling warm..
Feeling,what I am feeling..The feel,of our hearts unite,and in maximum tranquility..

And..lighting up,Hope :)

speechless.. -_-

Assalamualaikum..
Hello people :)
Stay Awesome,kay?

Love you guys :)

Sincerely,Me..

completing each other..

Assalamualaikum..
Ah yess..
Finally,I got the chance to drive outside from my resident area..Kinda scary at first..
This morning: "Okay,by 10 we're leaving..You're gonna drive me to Mid-Valley.." My mum said..

I was like O.O ...haha..*of course I didn't express it in front of my mother =.="

So,it was fine..thank God,Ibu was beside me :)
Well,that's not about the post I'm about to write pun..huahua..Let's save that for another day! :D
Okay,actually,I'm amazed with the relationship between my Mother and her friend,Aunty Noor :)
Gosh,lama kot..dari zaman ITM duluu duluu..
siap gadoh besau lagii..haha

I noticed something..
That people in life,tend to connect,but with diff personalities..
Like, "Opposites attract,camtuu ahh.." hahahaha..
What I saw was..
Well,Ibu was OBVIOUSLY the more hyper one laa..*Ibu,please dun be angry,thank you :3..haha JK!
And,Aunty Noor was the more quiet onee aa..

Then,comes me and Nadzey..hahaha
Well,I'm OBVIOUSLY the Drama one..*fine,I admit =.="..hahhahaha
And Nadzey,well..she's the hard headed,no drama one..hahaha..

Well,of course laa,people would say,
"Aikk? dah sorang tak suka drama..macam mana nak kawan nan org yg penuh nan drama?Puh-leaseee.."haha
Meh kita tengok concept magnet..The north pole will be attracted to the south pole..But will repel o the same pole kan??Like this..

True kan?

Now,I'm not saying that.people with drama cannot be friends with other people who has drama..Can ..

But maybe,if they were close..One massive drama would occur! who knows?

Nevertheless,ada je,kawan baik..but they got along just fine.. :)

Pape un..

YOUR ATTITUDE IS IMPORTANT.. *My Mum always says that,k thanks Mom! :)

By attitude,will scope into Akhlak too..

Baik akhlak,baik peribadi..well,you are GOING A LONG WAY :)

Trust Me :)

Lets make a difference in our lives,people! :)

loved,and gratitude..

Assalamualaikumm..

Even with the shocking turn of events..
I just want to thank everyone that has given me tremendous support and love :)
My Ibu Ayah,Siblings,Relatives,Friends,and to anyone thru the light or dark :)
I felt really, Loved :)

I just want to thank Allah for such blessing I have in this life..
But,sometimes..when the grief comes,we just don't see it..
Now,that is true!

"Sometimes,we are just too focused on one object until we miss the whole picture"
-Via Rick Castle :) *love yah!

Hokayy..thanks again peepssa!
Oh yeah,and to my loyal readers! I love you all! :D

p/s:imma cat,what do you expect? :)

Dear Allah Al-Mighty,
Alhamdulillah,I want to thank and raise my Syukur,for all your blessings and grace..I hope that You will repay all their kindness and love with rewards of Jannah,Insya-Allah..Even when they will leave one day,and I will leave too,from this beautiful world you gave us..May we are placed in the Circle of your true,and obeying servants..and may we be the ones who will achieve our highest goals..That is,to be your true servants,and the people whom will live in Jannah,when the Time of abolition comes..
Ameen :')

me.

Assalamualaikum..

If you are..
My Parents..
My Relatives..
My Friends..
My Long lost contact..
Even if you're just a stranger on the street *except the scary ones =.="

Nevertheless..
When you ask for my help..
I WOULD GIVE ALL MY HEART TO HELP YOU..

I don't know,maybe that's one of my strong points..
It was always in my nature..
To help..
And,knowing this,really encourage more on my doctor career..
:) Insya-Allah

Even if sometimes,that I made face..
Okay,I know,that's wrong..and I'm improving that..
actually,I don't mind..
Anyway..I'll help in any way I can..
But if I can't,then I'll tell..that I can't..but Insya-Allah I can..coz I'm a no downer person! :D
or you just pissed me off..or you made me do it with a wrong expression..
Then,Imma get very angry ya'll !
NOTE THAT..

I'm trying too become a better person here..
And I'm really trying hard for it..
So don't blow me up..

So yes..

I love that..

"When you just couldn't make the world feel better,start by making yourself feel better.."

Trust me,Everything will fall into place :)

keep on trying..

Assalamualaikumm..

Okay guys..

I've done it! And now..

I really hope I can get it :)

Insya-Allah.. :D

Let's all never leave Allah behind okay? 

Chayok for me :)

And you guys too! :D 

My prayers are always with you ! :)

noted.

the cat fell in love with the hawk..

Assalamualaikum..
He's and archer..I'm an archer..

Okay,I think I'm in love..
Oh,I KNOW I'M IN LOVE :D

Okay,since that falling in love with a real person is not my priority now..
Well,what's wrong if imma falling in love with a person who will never know..huahua..
Okay Okay,lemme break the secret..hehehe..

Brace yourselves!
*drum roll

Taadaa! :D

Haha,seems ridiculous..okay =="

Okay,here's Jeremy Renner :)

To tell you the truth..I just can't be obsessed with any actor or singer or etc..

But this time,I guess it was an exception..huahua :P

Wow,Jeremy Lee Renner :)

Okay,he's handsome..

and he's adorable..

and he's such a gentleman..

In what way?

Shhhhh..it's a secret.. ;)

Kbyee :D

mistakes..

Assalamualaikum..
Yes,this time round,it was my mistake..
It was not Dad's,or Mum's..
IT WAS MINE..
Honestly,when I received the news..I broke down and cried..I sent the news to my father and mother..

UiTM,Asasi Sains..

When I checked,it was my last choice..
Was this a test,or a payback for my unlimited sins?
What was God trying to tell me?
I wanted to cry and just forget about it..but I can't..
Even when I was on the phone with my mum pun,I cannot cry..
She told me to go and reflect myself,instead..I got really angry and done more sins..
And I'm sorry mum,for that..you know I'm not good with words..so,I'm really sorry..
I tried to consult with my friends..was UiTM that bad until you got so angry?
Oh yes,they told me that it was good too,and that made me feel good too..
I was happy for a moment..that a lot of my friends that got UiTM..
But this morning I woke up and got a really heavy burden in my heart..
And I knew..that I didn't want this too..You were right..that..it's going to affect my future..
And yes,I was jealous with everyone else..
 The truth was,that I wanted to get UIA so badly,and I really thought that with dad there,that I'm sure to get it..
BUT I WAS WAS WRONG..DEAD WRONG..

Then,Dad doesn't want to do anything about it..he said that there's nothing that I can do about it..
So,I have to accept this then..
And Mum,I'm sorry for making you sad again..and before..

I'm Blaming Myself for all of this..
But,just for the record..I did worked hard for it..
Just,maybe I seemed playful,but I did the best I could..
I prayed,and doa,and prayed..I thought about it everyday..I dreamed..I wished..
But I realized,I didn't do it very well enough..
Or this is a test..
Or,I am cursed for the rest of my life..
I don't know..But now,I'm just reflecting myself more and more..And I'm going to keep quiet after this and think more..Think about everything that's happening,and being better in life..

Then again, I really need someone to talk about this..
But I guess, that it's my punishment as well..
So,I'm giving up now..
and I'm sorry..
But I'm just too tired for all of this..
I really do..
I don't give up easily..but I am seriously..seriously..losing hope..
Now,It's empty.

being strong..

Assalamalaikumm..

"I am strong"

Such a simple line,only three words..
Anyone can say it,anyone would have started it..
You could even write it down,without difficulty..
Oh come on,I ate it for breakfast,some say..

The cold,hard truth was..
If it were too simple,then why are there still people crying and lose hope?
Did anyone ever,truly say it,with all his heart?
Can you write it down,without the shaking of your hands?
If you did ate it for breakfast,why didn't you digest it?

Ladies and gentlemen..
The facts were,it was all false and phony..
All screwed up and lies..

Lies,Lies,Lies..
Then again,who am I to tell?
Who am I to tell,any person who's reading this..

"Hey,you! You know you;re not strong! You're weak! Weak as ever!"

Now,would you ever accept that?
Ever anticipate it upon yourself?

NO NO NO NO NO NO..
That's what you'll do..You'll look up into the person's eyes,and tell them..
YOU ARE WRONG..

Yesterday,and today..
I watched two movies,one was Battleship,and The Avengers..

Personally,I'm really attracted to a soldier's live..

And these two movies really portrays that,so am recommending then both to ya'll :D

Well,what's a soldier is,they are..

Very focused,full of strength and will..

Actually,I had some intentions in the past to join the army..But,I was doubtful then..

But,now..I'm really determined..If I ever had the chance..I would join the army..

So that,no one would ever toy me around anymore..NO ONE..

Now kids,the moral of this post was *got carried away tadii..

Be strong, even if you feel that you are full of weakness..

Never let anyone tell you that, you are not strong..NEVER..

Remember that :)

kakak saya :D

Assalamualaikum :)
Happy Sunday Guys!
Totally awesome!
Well,yeah..yesterday was a happy Saturday too :D
Met up with my darlings, Kak Mar and Zeyzey :p
Well,the reason was,nak jumpa Kak Mar yang laaaaammmmmmaaaaaaa gila tak jumpa..
We two miss our sister meh :)

Mai tengok :p

 Okay..ni kat bowling..tak nampak sangat kan? huahua..tapi tak nampak ke Zeyzey smiling atas tuhh :)

Well,as you can see tu kan..hahah.. ehem,Imma the winner! Hoyeahh :P *be jelly :)

Ini kanak kanak yang sangat comel,awwww.. :)

Ah yes,please notice Zeyzey's charming smile...huahua ;)

Candid! :D

Inilah Kakak Mar saya dan Zeyzey :D

Comel kan kan kan??

Gosh,miss you guys already!

Or should I say, Girls :P, *kay,not funny =,="

Till' we meet again darlings! :')