I see the world as it is. From me.

Well, the last post was depressing.

But I'm not deleting it for I guess it serve as a reminder of my bad days. And when i read it again, I swear I don't remember writing those things like, am i really that depressed at that moment?

Anyways, sometimes I just write things and when I reread it I don't believe that it was me writing it. Oh well.

My mom is right (she always is btw thats why I admire her). This is life. It can't always go our way. But hey, if it doesn't who says you can't turn it around?

There was one rainy morning, I was sitting outside and for the whole 20 minutes, I just stare at the dew drops forming at the end of the leaves. The dew drop was so pretty, so fragile and deep in my heart I knew it would fall down, hitting on the ground and become just another particle.
I just watched each and every dew drop fall and it was calming. Rain always calms down my nerve. Rains can make me reflect on some things about life. Dew drops. Hey, that can be the next title of my book huh?

During the holidays, I'm not that social because its the time of the year where I can just spend with my family at home and do nothing. It's my time to be alone and just sit down and watch dew drops all day. So people can be really pissed off at me for not responding to their texts. (Sorry not sorry :) )
Believe me, university life is hectic and being the position im holding now, sometimes im just running everywhere. I love being active. It just opens up my perspective and make me pick up new things. Like when I became the MC for Pharmily Day. It was awesome, I didn't know I had it in me. The next thing I knew, not to brag...people were trying to book me for different events.

In an turtle shell (because people keep using 'in a nutshell' and gettin kinda boring so I love TMNT so whattt?), I guess I can sometimes look at the world in a different way and sometimes people cant digest that. But, overall as I walk through life and meeting lots and lots of people with different personality disorders lol I just shrug it off or try to understand them in a different way as they understand me. Most of the time, they became my friends. Mom always says to do what you feel is right with your heart.

And most of the time, my heart is right.

And, I forgive you.

#sadlyfe

This year was supposed to be great...

I mean, in the beginning everything went great. I won the election, chosen to go for the trip to Japan and I touched a few hearts along the way with some of my actions but..now, everything is just falling apart...

My degree results just gotten from bad to worst case scenario...I got into an accident and it was all my fault...I ruined my mom's phone...I ruined the first day of fasting...I almost ruin my relationship with my mom...my ear infection reoccured and now I'm worried sick of my eardrum has a hole...

I'm just so sad with everything. I'm getting fatter and possibly dumber..I'm getting sloppy and slow...everybody thinks I'm a sad mess and I'm always unprepared and messy.

I feel angry with myself. I'm never going to go far in life despite my dreams. I might as well forget all of them and try to go by each day as it is.

I should stop standing out and play safe from now on. Never take risk and keep it small. I'm not destined for greatness. I never was.

My friends are moving forward, achieving this and that here and there...my friend is getting married at 21! And here I am, blaming myself for anything.

I'm an effin nobody. I'm a mistake and never should have been borned...

what do you believe?

Dragons and fairies and demons?

Are they real? Do they exist alongside us? Breathing the same air, admiring the same blue sky and feeling the dirt underneath the soles of their feet as they walk the earth.

It doesn't matter if they're real or not. It matters in what you believe in. If you believe, they could be just a reach away. They could show up in front of you right now and you would be crazy amazed. The power. The power of faith and belief.

Now, I'm not talking about my faith. I'm not questioning my faith. My faith in Allah SWT is firm. I am a Muslim and Insya-Allah will always be.

It's just that, I found fascination in such creatures. Dragons, fairies, elves. I always pictured them to be real and I would fall in love with them, all of them. You may think that I'm blabbering and all but this is what I wanted to say and I want you to think as I do.

Fantasy. We fantasize about a lot of things and sometimes, it became so powerful that we can't separate them from reality. Daydreaming would be the escape for some people. They find it comforting and that it kidnaps them from a world that they only think as burdening them.

I read a lot of mythology and history. I compare them with different sources and try to understand their story, their origins. If I'm not busy being a pharmacist, I read up on them. It's just that, this is my escape, my dream world. I watch fantasy movies not just because I enjoy them because of the fairy dusts or charming princes, but I think. I think of their relation with what I read and it would feel like a rewarding experience for me, because I know about them. Because I read.

I watch movies or tv series that provokes my thoughts and some were very persistent, but i managed to draw a line. So that I won't stray. I think, and I analyze. I watch rituals from other cultures, not because I wanted to do it, but it made me think on why they were doing it. Sometimes, after watching them and people asks me for recommendation, I would see how that person is first, whether they're strong enough to see such things. It's not easy to shield you heart and faith, I know.

Living in the world now, from what I read, hear, see and understand...it is a very harsh place. It can make a person mad if the individual does not have a strong defense mechanism on themselves. Evil is everywhere and it comes from men him/herself...the one that were supposed to guard the world of evil. Now, we're making a mess of it. Sometimes, what you see in the news is so ridiculous and impossible that you wouldn't believe it actually happened. I just...

I have a lot to write about but time seems to be taking a jet away from me. I have to constantly fly with my rocket just to keep up and maybe surpass it. Its just that, I try to be diverse and understand  a lot of things, but the more I know, the more stupid I become.

Because you know something and it opens another door called doubt. You settle the doubt and other doors lead to other things open up. What is true and what is not?

You be the judge. You be the savior. You be the fallen.

me.

Hello.

I'm gonna cut the crap and say what's on my mind lately. 

It's just that, I know me. I am the sweet, cheerful, creative, carefree girl on one side...and the other side, is the hardworker, competetive, seeking side. I'm a fighter but with a sensitive side.

I despise dependency and would try my hardest to acquire anything that I don't know first then seek help. It's my nature, I don't need any help and that was why when everything crumbled when there was nothing left but dust then I will ask for help. People tell me it's bad, but that's how I am. Easy to say, I rather not ask for help at all. It's not that I'm egoistic or thought myself to be snobby, but I don't want people to see me weak and dependent. I want people to look at me and they would say, She is efficient, strong and independent.

I love to help people, but I want those people to help themselves as well. I hate it when people just ask for what they want without trying. Unless you have a severe emergency then I wouldn't mind but sometimes I worked so hard for something...but you get the ultimate reward. 

There's just too much going inside me right now. Being a public figure, I'm going to hurt people. I just wish for a moment to myself to sort these things out. I know it's just a state of mind, but I'm tired.

Tired as hell.

this is a story, of a girl...who...

Hello there!

And yes, I just got back from one of my successful running sessions.

This is a true story.

So there she was, a very insecured girl who was very cautious with her body, how she looked, how she dressed...
People always tell her that she looked...BIG and how she looked well, FAT.

She resented herself. She hated herself once upon a time.
She kept thinking, "Why am I like this? Why am I FAT?"

After a lot of thinking, she told herself no more. No more staying in one spot and just accepting her fate.
So she started her searching. Searching for diet plans, one that involves no exercise. After a lot of searching, she realized that there was none. Oh there was, but it involves tons of money. She didn't have that much money.

So she prepared herself for the hard way. She exercised.
At first, it was so hard, so peril. She wanted to just give up. And yes, she did.
The same thing happened again. She grew even bigger.

Then one day, there was clarity. She said, "THIS HAS TO STOP. Get a damn grip of yourself..."

So she meditated, and she told her body, she monologue with her inner self, she said, "Body, you are beautiful. You are, truly. But don't you want to become better? To be more healthy? Don't you want to reduce your size so that you could fit into your old clothes? My heart and mind are prepared, but without you my body, this could't work. I need your strength..."

Then she prayed to her Allah, she prayed for strength.

Her training session started again, and this time, it was consistent. Over two months, she felt no hardship at all. It was her routine to go and run at least 30 minutes a day, either on flat land or at the stairs. After a long time, it felt nothing to her. She could jog for 30 minutes straight without stopping. To athletes, 30 minutes was meh. But to someone like her, there was a sense of pure victory. She felt even more confident.

She didn't need anyone else telling her she got smaller or not, but she believed in herself. To those who told her otherwise, she just brushed them off.  She kept on moving forward.

As a science student, she knew about recovery rate. How much time does her heart need to get back into normal rhythm after exercise. And over the course of time, it became less and less. Her heart endured and became powerful. Her body had steeled itself to any obstacle given her way.

She encouraged others to exercise. To those who wanted to become more healthy, she pushed and gave words of encouragement. She helped other people. She wanted everyone to never give up like she did. She never gave up. That was the key. That was the answer.

And she will keep on doing what she does. Not caring what other people say. Not caring what other people think. That day, she told her Mom, she had enough. Her Mom was one of the people who told her, never give up. Now, she would like to tell her Mom, "Dear Mom, thank you for your kind words. Thank you for your belief in me..."

Because now, she is unstoppable.

sometimes I surprise me :3

Assalamualaikum and a very warm hello to all you readers out there...
And yes I have come back from my loooooooooooooooooonggggggggg disappearance.
Well, I have a lot to tell you about. About the games I have played and all, and what happened in my current life. *fumbling fingers I, well, I have little time to write about it so, I pictured it in my insta and well...

Anyway, I thought for a start, I would like to post an essay I wrote to my English lecturer when he asked us to write a 500 word long essay on what we would like to research about so here it is *drumroll

Students insight on video games and studying life

                Almost all of the human population play this little thing we call video games. We play it on consoles such as Play Station 3 or XBOX 360, Wii, our desktops, laptops and even in our tablets or smartphones. Over the years, everything has evolved and every specs of video gaming has improved immensely whether regarding graphics, designs, controls, the engine, character and the storyline of the game itself. Playing video games doesn’t count on what gender you are or how your level of gaming is. It’s a universal activity that we can see happening every day in each part of the world. Though some questions always rose: Is video games good for you? What are the positivity and the negativity in gaming?

                Researches by experts have been conducted throughout the years and the results have always been debated. Some concluded if we play action games improves our abilities in decision making and fast thinking without sacrificing our accuracy. Another example is if we play a lot of strategy games, it will improve our management skills where in strategy games requires us to manage our resources in building a city, to march on an enemy or how defenses should take place if we are attacked. On psychological level, they say video games effects someone’s emotions and social life, where violent games tend to make someone become violent. Some say otherwise. Even so, video games are an ongoing mystery that researches are still trying to crack the ultimate code on where video games fit in our lives.

                I am at the peak of my curiosity on where it fit in a student’s life. People always say that video games are a waste of time on which the time spent on gaming should rather be spent on studying. True, but should we ignore the benefits it gives us which could be implied in studying? It gets to my nerve when someone says that a gamer has no life and that we should wake up to reality because I am a gamer myself and that I am a student. I would really like to prove the world wrong that video games are all bad and that no good fits in the equation per se. But being on student level, I have limit authority and conducting big experiments will be impossible but I would start from the bottom if I had to.

                My research is about getting the students views on video gaming and study life. Is it appropriate to play games while being a student? What are their thoughts on people who play video games while being a student, whether it is themselves or other people? If we play it properly while observing the right ethics will it make any difference? What are the effects? My research will involve students who are studying here in CFS IIUM and whether they play video games or not. If it permits, I would like to even send some survey on my gaming friends on the internet that came from everywhere around the world and that we would converge and play video games together most times on our gaming network. I would hand out surveys containing questions regarding my research. From the surveys, I will properly go through the results and make a conclusion.

Miza Syakirah

Group 192

Sir Shahrul Annuar

So yeah, I was surprised I could write that in just half an hour *flips hair 

because he told us that afternoon by text and asked us to submit before five that evening and I was like WHAT?!

But I managed to send it before 2. Which is well *flips hair again

remember you soon.

Beautiful.

That's the only word to describe what I am about to yak next. Yes people, I am telling you to go get this now!

Beautiful character, beautiful world, beautiful storyline, beautiful graphics, beautiful soundtrack...name one thing about this game that isn't beautiful.

I was ultimately dissapointed, because the first time I got this game running on Pip, it crashed half-way (stupid lift glitch mind you) when I was supposedly already immersed into the story. I got it from a friend and I was like, "Dude! Fix it!" And he can't...so I took the matter into my own hands. I downloaded it myself from the net and started all over again...

Even so, it didn't bother me at all. The game is so good, I could play it again and again. Oh yeah, I did check the reviews on how the storyline is boring and the combat is boring and the camera was troublesome...but come on, you're gamers for goodness sake! You were trained to endure anything in this field. A little camera error bugging you? Please...

I, on the other hand find it challenging though. Oh, I also checked that this game was rejected by several publishers because the main protagonist was a woman?!

Now this, really got to my nerve.

*cough cough Isn't the great Lara Croft a woman? (This is not sarcasm, I love her tremendously)

She's an icon, a woman icon. She inspires everyone, male or female. And yeah, she had established her status because the developers had made a hell lot of her games but, if you ever bother to play this game...as Nilin Cartier-Wells, you would find that she is unique in her own way. I wouldn't say she is the spitting image of Lara, but she is Nilin, her own self.

Her memories been stolen, her family torn apart, deceived, tortured...suffering...that was the only thing she knew all her life. Cut her some slack guys and girls, seriously. She is a legend.

About the story, I ain't gonna spoil anything, just play it! I can say this, it involves the memory. Stop. Well, actually more than that...

Anyhow, since it is based in the future, 2078...the soundtrack pretty much suits the game. Techno music... I'm not sure if we advance in real life that's the music we would be hearing but, I recommend you get the soundtrack too. If you played it, you can feel the emotions running in it and relate it.

Gosh I could write longer on this but, that's all I gotta say and if any of you hates this game, I can just say...shame on you.

On the last note, I hope they make a sequel of this game. Man, that'll be so cool.

Who knows, Nilin might be the new 'Tomb Raider'...

But she's not...

She's a Memory Hunter. And she's damn good at it.

"A friend once said, the memory of a single man is a fortress, more complex than the vastest of cities...But we invented a key to the fortress, there are no secrets anymore...My friend's name was Edge, born from the Sensen abuses...He was the first to understand that we were all floating adrift...Edge died to remind us that some intimate doors are not supposed to be opened and that suffering, like painful memories, is just part of life...My name is Nilin Cartier-Wells, I am a Memory Hunter...I can know everything about you, and I can make you believe whatever I want...this is my gift, my legacy...For the first time in my life, I remember exactly who I am...outside my fortress I now have a family to go back to and a world to confront...a damaged world, a world to heal...This is what my friend taught me before he dissapeared...I'll never forget him..."

Nilin Cartier-Wells.

sing a song and forget...

I am free.

Free from the clutches of you.

You.

The one who suffocates all beings.

You.

The one who grips our necks with iron strength.

Am I being personal?

No.

I am being true.

True to myself.

True to my nature.

True to my roots.

Lonely?

That is just a mere expression.

Alone?

I thought it just the same.

Happy?

Yes.

Why?

Because I rid of you.

Set your soul free and fly to the highest mountains.

Set your soul free and dream. Because that's all you got.

Much catastrophe going on, Kaira.

first impression.

Assalamualaikum!

As you can read, I am currently brushing away all the dust bunnies infiltrating my bloggie. Hah, and they called bunnies cute. Ironic.

Anyhow, I just wanted to say something that really amuses me.

The first impression everyone has on me is, "Dulu kita ingat awak ni garang"

Garang?! (Direct translation: Fierce)

Seriously? I'm adorable hokay! (hahaha, but it's true!)

I dunno why people would see me as garang. I mean yeah, I got that side of me, but if you really got to know me, I'm actually funny and carefree!

But then again, when I ask them after they got to know me, they say I'm actually cool. (Huahua, but it's true!)

Conclusion that I managed to draw at a spur of the moment: People need to get to know me more. Or is it?

Here's a masterpiece by yours truly.

 "be in love with Assassin's Creed, or don't be in love at all..." 

   

Hazy much?

When the haze gets tough, the tough gets hazy...

I think it's true, despite the way it sounds so funny.

I just don't know what to do. Haze makes you feel warmer, your throat gets itchy, your things get dusty (this really annoys me), your classes get canceled...
And you have to freaking stay indoors. Bummer.
I need to get out, go running or something..yeah, sure you could study all day long just by sitting in your cozy room...
BUT I NEED OUT.

So, rain rain come again..
Make this haze disperse again. *sigh

I love the rain, truly. But why didn't it came? :( *sad face

Just a short post for a short notice. I can't wait to get back home this weekend and cross my fingers, I want cake! :D

P/s: I know I want to write about E3, but some other time yeah? There's interviews I need to see :)

See yah!

#np Welcome to Boston_AC3 *LRFL

Ratonhnhaké:ton

Call me what you want.

I am strong.

Captain Connor said so. I said so. And nothing...

Nothing can break me.

Mama

Assalamualaikum...hey ya'll!
I know, it's late and I'm sleepy, but I just had to write this. It's just too good.

Mama.

"...a mother's love is forever..."

Gosh, this movie is mighty good. I mean, yeah Rotten Tomatoes and IMDB gave it a 6/10 rating. But for a not-so-horror-movie-fanatic like me, I think it's good.
What attracts me the most is definitely the storyline and the plot. It raises up the theme of a mother's love for her child, I know maybe it's pretty common, but I think it's really good. How the story progressed and all. Now, I won't spoil anything for you guys, so if you wanna know more, I suggest you GO SEE IT, PRONTO!
 P/s: I cried thrice in this movie. Which is unusual because it's a horror movie. Damn, it got me.

Anyhow, I just want to take this opportunity to say that, love you moms! They're the best thing and the closest thing in the world, because the brought you into this world, without them, would you even be alive? So cherish every moment and tell them you love them. Remember, they're love is forever...(still not spoiling anything here...)
So to my Ibu, even though I rarely say this, but I love you. Forever and always. :D

One more thing, tomorrow is result that and I'm a nerve wreck! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh. I just hope it'll good so that I won't disappoint anyone again. Got my fingers crossed, I know Allah will reward His servants with what they work for, Insya-Allah...

Okay guys, next post is on E3 (believe me, I was excited as hell!)...Trust me, I'm a gamer. Psyched for Assassin's Creed 4: Black Flag! :D :D :D
Tata!

my baby :)

Assalamualaikum.
I have a huge announcement to make.

NO, not about election. Pshhh...

Actually, I missed the actual date...but I want to wish my baby, Pip (my beautiful and trusty lappy) a big happy birthday (on the 22.April)...
You're a year older now baby! And you've always been there for me. Thank you. Mommy promise to always care or you and always cherish my love to you. Your sisters, Terra (my sleek HTC phone) and Lola (my forever epic iPod Touch) and new brother Mr. Huddie (my powerful wifi hotspot) wishes you much love and happy birthday too! :D

We'll always love you baby! I love you!

Lots of kisses, Mommy :)

pumped.

Assalamualaikum.
Well, hello there. Yes you.

I just want to say that, it's 3 am in the freaking morning and I can't sleep. Hah! Like that was breaking news.
Seriously, and I just watched Pitch Perfect for the second time. Facepalm!

I just love that movie, it really open my eyes for a bunch of things.
Frindship, dreams, love.

I mean, what more can that movie offer?
That's the same question I ask everyday, "What am I going to do today that would literally change the world?"
Usually I stand under the shower and think.
Cool shower and I was thinking,
I WANNA DO SOMETHING EPIC TODAY!

Hell yeah. I always come up with something in the end. I always do. that's why you love me :p

P/s: I know that every line in this post is irrelevant with each other, but really. I'm trying! :)

You, just have to keep up.

Thanks Bill, ain't we all are?

ardent writer. me

Assalamualaikum.
Well, hello there good folks :D

I dunno, tonight...I just want to write, write, write...
I want to write a lot of things.
My happiness.
Bunch of stories.
Forgotten dreams (uuuuuuuuu...)

I'm rambling, I know, but I dunno. I just love to write as I love to read. Reading gives us a precious power, knowledge. Knowledge=Power so yeah, that expression works.

Anyway, I just wanted to say that I am writing a new vampire story. Ha, ha. I know, people say that these days, people only write about vampires, it's getting old and boring. But you're wrong! You should really appreciate a writer's hard work. To me, any writer, whatever genre you're writing, it will always be good. You put passion to your scripture. It must be epic.

You, my dearest writers, without knowing it, move the hearts of millions.

That's why I take writing as a passion. Whenever an idea pops in my head, I turn on my trust baby Pip, and wrote everything in my heart's content. I jot down everything. If you wanna know, there are so many unfinished stories in my lappy, I just haven't got the time to finish it.

Since I don't quite restrict my reading to a specific genre, that's why I have a lot of experience with different type of books. I know how to write an adventure story, a fantasy, or even a romantic one. I just got so many quirk ideas about every single one of them. Maybe that's one of my gifts Allah had granted me, writing stories. And I would use it for the better good. I might even write stories for children (pssst, I already have ;) ...) and who knows, maybe one day I'll even publish my stories.

My fingers are crossed my McFlurries!
Thanks for checking in, love ya lots!

p/s: I find this amusing, but it's true no?

you gotta love your dearest folks :)

Assalamualaikum!
Buongiorno! Hehe..
FYI, I am learning italian, so, tryyyy and keep up with me, :P hehe..
Anyhow, I'm dedicating this post to my parents, who has been the awesomest, epicest, wonderfulest people in my life..
Please don't arrest me because I don't think those three words up there exist in the dictionary. Yikes O.O

I just wanted to say,

Dear Ayah and Ibu,
I know, that I had always angered you, made you feel dissapointed, sometimes (okay, all the time) I annoy you. Oh my, I even made you cry...and I know that all these things invites the wrath of Allah because His blessings are parallel with both of yours. I know that I am a hot headed person, stubborn, naughty and all these negative traits were never been taught by you, but somehow it ran through my system (bad, bad me)...

I, as your daughter deeply, truly, begs for your forgiveness. Honestly, I am trying to be better. I try to make you happy in any way I can. I am trying to be more attentive, more patient, more solehah. I'm struggling in my studies so that you would be proud of me. I am trying to be a great example to my little siblings. I try everyday, without fail shaping myself in being a better person.

I admit, my ego is high. I always thought that I was right all the way. But I was wrong. What you told me was right, and I had been ignorant. Forgive me for this. Forgive me for all the sighs and the offends. I shouldn't have acted that way.

I want so badly to repay all of your love, but I know that it wouldn't be enough. But I can always try. I know that I can always try and I promise I will.

I love both of you. I love my little sisters and brothers. I love our family.
All of you, are my whole world. Without each and every one of you, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
Without Ayah and Ibu, who am I?
I would be a nobody. I would be a mindless person with no soul that walked the earth like a zombie.

Thank you Ayah and Ibu.
I know that I seldom say it, but I am. I am grateful to be granted parents who always care for me.
And for whatever mistakes I may make in the future, I am truly sorry. Please always tell me if I am wrong.

Cara mia, ti voglio bene...per sempre.

Yours truly, your daughter :)

Salve, Assassini!

Assalamualaikum...
Hello there cunning readers...
I know, been such a long time since I wrote anything inspirational *cough cough
Anyway, FACEPALM!

As you all may not know, I am a fan of games. Video games, sheesh..don't get all mushy with me...
So I just want to write a piece of mind on what I think of a game that am currently playing and loving, Assassin's Creed...

Before you ask me anything, I haven't played number 3 and yes, I am totally psyched for AC4: Black Flag!
(Cut me some slack, I'm working on it...) Can't wait, I heard it's gonna be epic!

I just, dunno where to start..naturally, there would be the upsides and the flops of everything, I admit it...but I would view those flops as mistakes humans would make in life..On the contrary, I'd rather see the beauty in things...

For the most part, I love it. I love the setting, the graphics, the music, the missions..but most importantly, I love the characters they managed to create and make them grow inside of the players worldwide...Basically, there are four major ones, which three are from the past and the one main in the present...

I can go on and on about this stuff. I can talk about every single one of them (except Connor of course coz' I haven't played his side of the story yet, so duh..wait for me! :) )

Altair Ibn La-Ahd. The first Assassin that I was introduced. To me, he will forever be known as a great mentor. Even though during his youth, he was at a span of time known as someone arrogant and stubborn, but he really came to my liking when he redeemed himself and became a better person yet, a better Assassin. He managed to lead the creed to not be astray from the right path, and during his time, he knew love, honour, and betrayal. He died still protecting the creed. Alone, but  it managed to keep the dangerous secrets hidden from the prying eyes of the enemy.

Ezio Auditore da Firenze. The second Assassin I knew. Every time I remember him, he just makes me crack! What a soulful spirit during his young age. Cocky, charming and cunning. Even when his happiness was ripped away by the betrayal on his family, which costs his dear father, and two of his brothers lives. He only saw red at the beginning, slaughtering everyone that betrayed his family's trust. But in time, when he grew, and we gamers grew alongside him, he became one of the greatest Assassin's ever lived! He was epic. Even when he missed the stuff a normal man should do, it was still worth it. He still managed to restore the Assassin's order and later, obtained precious knowledge from his adventures. Even if his life was bitter from the dawn of time to the end, he managed to obtain happiness. Although died in such a tragic way, he was happy and that's all that matters.

If I ever got to meet the individuals who created this game, I would literally salute them and utterly congratulate them on their efforts. In the world of gaming, not only the technical aspects were looked into, but the story. The story matters the most, because it can be a sort of memory, or a lesson to anyone who plays it. I know, I'm a girl and I cry easily, but hey, at least a game can make us feel, not like when people always say that whoever plays a game would literally turn into a mindless zombie.

No.

There's so much more than that. Games can open up one's mind. It depends on how someone looks at the game. To me, I take it all in. I even got to learn a new language! I cherish every moment of the game, and I damn well tell it to others. People are often engrossed with the stories I tell. Even if they were made up, as if they didn't really happen in reality, they were still precious.

Altair and Ezio will always be embed in my mind and heart, and their stories will live forever!

Remember,

"Nothing is True, Everything is Permitted..."

the words, which came deeply from the depths of my heart, an unsung Assassin...

on a sunny day...

"to forgive is to forget"

really now?
Sigh.

on a rainy day...

Assalamualaikum...
hello you cutelings of the Earth!
well, it's been a week since I've been enrolling for my second semester at pre-U...
and I can tell you, this is the most laid-back week of my entire life! Well, I won't be too sure about that because there was yet to come...
Anyway, I've set my mind in achieving excellence for this semester because when I reviewed my last one, it wasn't my best and as all human would react, I regret.
But I didn't let the regret wallow up myself, because it would do me nor anyone any good. Instead, I construct battle strategies (that sounded cool :P) and hoped that I would act on them successfully.

for the period of my life, I came to know little of failure, because I always made sure that I would do my best in everything and I worked hard for it.
even if I do fail, I know that I can't cope up with it. But I was glad because they gradually show up in the midst of my life, because from there, I learned to get up and fight again. truth be told, it wasn't easy.

But I made it through it all gracefully and that also consist of the help from my dear God, family and friends. Without them, I am just a hollow vessel. I learned a lot from other people, and take in their wisdom. I bury them inside of me, and always cherish them in my heart.

Sometimes, people see me as ignorant and selfish, but what they didn't know that, everything that was thrown on my way, I gave them a deep thought. I contemplate on where I did wrong and tried my best in being better. Slow, yes. But I never ignore. The good I take, and the bad I kick them away.

What can I do? I'm just a normal human.
Tet, that is where you are wrong.
all of us are superhumans obviously, not just superman and wonder woman. But all of us.
We just need to be clever and cheeky in finding it, because no one else know you other than yourself.

If we are normal, there would never be the Guinness World Records. but, what I'm trying to say was, you don't need to be in the records book to be super, you just have to create your own legacy...

Just Be Yourself.
and create your own awesome history.
Don't say 'I'm just a normal human'
Say: 'Yes, I am human. But that doesn't mean I'm not awesome...'

Teehee, okay, that sounded so cliché, but feel free to create your own motto! *facepalm
Duh, I just told you to create your own legacy.
So get those neurons of yours to work and burst out!
Do extraordinary things.
Eat a lot.
Play in the rain.
Laugh like crazy.
Fall and get up again.
Be happy.
Help people.
Chase your dreams.

MAKE WONDERS :)

Sincerely,

The babbles of a dancing cat.

red

I want to be angry...
I should, be angry...
But at what cost? So that I could shatter my dreams that I held right now for my own future damnation?
No...
I know I'm worth better than that...everyone is...
I'm writing this up, because it acts up to me as a reminder.
I know I have a weird odd of reading everything that I wrote.
This acts as a solid memory for me, that when you want to play with Fire, make sure you are a Fire.
So you won't burn.