remember you soon.

Beautiful.

That's the only word to describe what I am about to yak next. Yes people, I am telling you to go get this now!

Beautiful character, beautiful world, beautiful storyline, beautiful graphics, beautiful soundtrack...name one thing about this game that isn't beautiful.

I was ultimately dissapointed, because the first time I got this game running on Pip, it crashed half-way (stupid lift glitch mind you) when I was supposedly already immersed into the story. I got it from a friend and I was like, "Dude! Fix it!" And he can't...so I took the matter into my own hands. I downloaded it myself from the net and started all over again...

Even so, it didn't bother me at all. The game is so good, I could play it again and again. Oh yeah, I did check the reviews on how the storyline is boring and the combat is boring and the camera was troublesome...but come on, you're gamers for goodness sake! You were trained to endure anything in this field. A little camera error bugging you? Please...

I, on the other hand find it challenging though. Oh, I also checked that this game was rejected by several publishers because the main protagonist was a woman?!

Now this, really got to my nerve.

*cough cough Isn't the great Lara Croft a woman? (This is not sarcasm, I love her tremendously)

She's an icon, a woman icon. She inspires everyone, male or female. And yeah, she had established her status because the developers had made a hell lot of her games but, if you ever bother to play this game...as Nilin Cartier-Wells, you would find that she is unique in her own way. I wouldn't say she is the spitting image of Lara, but she is Nilin, her own self.

Her memories been stolen, her family torn apart, deceived, tortured...suffering...that was the only thing she knew all her life. Cut her some slack guys and girls, seriously. She is a legend.

About the story, I ain't gonna spoil anything, just play it! I can say this, it involves the memory. Stop. Well, actually more than that...

Anyhow, since it is based in the future, 2078...the soundtrack pretty much suits the game. Techno music... I'm not sure if we advance in real life that's the music we would be hearing but, I recommend you get the soundtrack too. If you played it, you can feel the emotions running in it and relate it.

Gosh I could write longer on this but, that's all I gotta say and if any of you hates this game, I can just say...shame on you.

On the last note, I hope they make a sequel of this game. Man, that'll be so cool.

Who knows, Nilin might be the new 'Tomb Raider'...

But she's not...

She's a Memory Hunter. And she's damn good at it.

"A friend once said, the memory of a single man is a fortress, more complex than the vastest of cities...But we invented a key to the fortress, there are no secrets anymore...My friend's name was Edge, born from the Sensen abuses...He was the first to understand that we were all floating adrift...Edge died to remind us that some intimate doors are not supposed to be opened and that suffering, like painful memories, is just part of life...My name is Nilin Cartier-Wells, I am a Memory Hunter...I can know everything about you, and I can make you believe whatever I want...this is my gift, my legacy...For the first time in my life, I remember exactly who I am...outside my fortress I now have a family to go back to and a world to confront...a damaged world, a world to heal...This is what my friend taught me before he dissapeared...I'll never forget him..."

Nilin Cartier-Wells.

sing a song and forget...

I am free.

Free from the clutches of you.

You.

The one who suffocates all beings.

You.

The one who grips our necks with iron strength.

Am I being personal?

No.

I am being true.

True to myself.

True to my nature.

True to my roots.

Lonely?

That is just a mere expression.

Alone?

I thought it just the same.

Happy?

Yes.

Why?

Because I rid of you.

Set your soul free and fly to the highest mountains.

Set your soul free and dream. Because that's all you got.

Much catastrophe going on, Kaira.

first impression.

Assalamualaikum!

As you can read, I am currently brushing away all the dust bunnies infiltrating my bloggie. Hah, and they called bunnies cute. Ironic.

Anyhow, I just wanted to say something that really amuses me.

The first impression everyone has on me is, "Dulu kita ingat awak ni garang"

Garang?! (Direct translation: Fierce)

Seriously? I'm adorable hokay! (hahaha, but it's true!)

I dunno why people would see me as garang. I mean yeah, I got that side of me, but if you really got to know me, I'm actually funny and carefree!

But then again, when I ask them after they got to know me, they say I'm actually cool. (Huahua, but it's true!)

Conclusion that I managed to draw at a spur of the moment: People need to get to know me more. Or is it?

Here's a masterpiece by yours truly.

 "be in love with Assassin's Creed, or don't be in love at all..." 

   

Hazy much?

When the haze gets tough, the tough gets hazy...

I think it's true, despite the way it sounds so funny.

I just don't know what to do. Haze makes you feel warmer, your throat gets itchy, your things get dusty (this really annoys me), your classes get canceled...
And you have to freaking stay indoors. Bummer.
I need to get out, go running or something..yeah, sure you could study all day long just by sitting in your cozy room...
BUT I NEED OUT.

So, rain rain come again..
Make this haze disperse again. *sigh

I love the rain, truly. But why didn't it came? :( *sad face

Just a short post for a short notice. I can't wait to get back home this weekend and cross my fingers, I want cake! :D

P/s: I know I want to write about E3, but some other time yeah? There's interviews I need to see :)

See yah!

#np Welcome to Boston_AC3 *LRFL

Ratonhnhaké:ton

Call me what you want.

I am strong.

Captain Connor said so. I said so. And nothing...

Nothing can break me.

Mama

Assalamualaikum...hey ya'll!
I know, it's late and I'm sleepy, but I just had to write this. It's just too good.

Mama.

"...a mother's love is forever..."

Gosh, this movie is mighty good. I mean, yeah Rotten Tomatoes and IMDB gave it a 6/10 rating. But for a not-so-horror-movie-fanatic like me, I think it's good.
What attracts me the most is definitely the storyline and the plot. It raises up the theme of a mother's love for her child, I know maybe it's pretty common, but I think it's really good. How the story progressed and all. Now, I won't spoil anything for you guys, so if you wanna know more, I suggest you GO SEE IT, PRONTO!
 P/s: I cried thrice in this movie. Which is unusual because it's a horror movie. Damn, it got me.

Anyhow, I just want to take this opportunity to say that, love you moms! They're the best thing and the closest thing in the world, because the brought you into this world, without them, would you even be alive? So cherish every moment and tell them you love them. Remember, they're love is forever...(still not spoiling anything here...)
So to my Ibu, even though I rarely say this, but I love you. Forever and always. :D

One more thing, tomorrow is result that and I'm a nerve wreck! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh. I just hope it'll good so that I won't disappoint anyone again. Got my fingers crossed, I know Allah will reward His servants with what they work for, Insya-Allah...

Okay guys, next post is on E3 (believe me, I was excited as hell!)...Trust me, I'm a gamer. Psyched for Assassin's Creed 4: Black Flag! :D :D :D
Tata!

my baby :)

Assalamualaikum.
I have a huge announcement to make.

NO, not about election. Pshhh...

Actually, I missed the actual date...but I want to wish my baby, Pip (my beautiful and trusty lappy) a big happy birthday (on the 22.April)...
You're a year older now baby! And you've always been there for me. Thank you. Mommy promise to always care or you and always cherish my love to you. Your sisters, Terra (my sleek HTC phone) and Lola (my forever epic iPod Touch) and new brother Mr. Huddie (my powerful wifi hotspot) wishes you much love and happy birthday too! :D

We'll always love you baby! I love you!

Lots of kisses, Mommy :)

pumped.

Assalamualaikum.
Well, hello there. Yes you.

I just want to say that, it's 3 am in the freaking morning and I can't sleep. Hah! Like that was breaking news.
Seriously, and I just watched Pitch Perfect for the second time. Facepalm!

I just love that movie, it really open my eyes for a bunch of things.
Frindship, dreams, love.

I mean, what more can that movie offer?
That's the same question I ask everyday, "What am I going to do today that would literally change the world?"
Usually I stand under the shower and think.
Cool shower and I was thinking,
I WANNA DO SOMETHING EPIC TODAY!

Hell yeah. I always come up with something in the end. I always do. that's why you love me :p

P/s: I know that every line in this post is irrelevant with each other, but really. I'm trying! :)

You, just have to keep up.

Thanks Bill, ain't we all are?

ardent writer. me

Assalamualaikum.
Well, hello there good folks :D

I dunno, tonight...I just want to write, write, write...
I want to write a lot of things.
My happiness.
Bunch of stories.
Forgotten dreams (uuuuuuuuu...)

I'm rambling, I know, but I dunno. I just love to write as I love to read. Reading gives us a precious power, knowledge. Knowledge=Power so yeah, that expression works.

Anyway, I just wanted to say that I am writing a new vampire story. Ha, ha. I know, people say that these days, people only write about vampires, it's getting old and boring. But you're wrong! You should really appreciate a writer's hard work. To me, any writer, whatever genre you're writing, it will always be good. You put passion to your scripture. It must be epic.

You, my dearest writers, without knowing it, move the hearts of millions.

That's why I take writing as a passion. Whenever an idea pops in my head, I turn on my trust baby Pip, and wrote everything in my heart's content. I jot down everything. If you wanna know, there are so many unfinished stories in my lappy, I just haven't got the time to finish it.

Since I don't quite restrict my reading to a specific genre, that's why I have a lot of experience with different type of books. I know how to write an adventure story, a fantasy, or even a romantic one. I just got so many quirk ideas about every single one of them. Maybe that's one of my gifts Allah had granted me, writing stories. And I would use it for the better good. I might even write stories for children (pssst, I already have ;) ...) and who knows, maybe one day I'll even publish my stories.

My fingers are crossed my McFlurries!
Thanks for checking in, love ya lots!

p/s: I find this amusing, but it's true no?

you gotta love your dearest folks :)

Assalamualaikum!
Buongiorno! Hehe..
FYI, I am learning italian, so, tryyyy and keep up with me, :P hehe..
Anyhow, I'm dedicating this post to my parents, who has been the awesomest, epicest, wonderfulest people in my life..
Please don't arrest me because I don't think those three words up there exist in the dictionary. Yikes O.O

I just wanted to say,

Dear Ayah and Ibu,
I know, that I had always angered you, made you feel dissapointed, sometimes (okay, all the time) I annoy you. Oh my, I even made you cry...and I know that all these things invites the wrath of Allah because His blessings are parallel with both of yours. I know that I am a hot headed person, stubborn, naughty and all these negative traits were never been taught by you, but somehow it ran through my system (bad, bad me)...

I, as your daughter deeply, truly, begs for your forgiveness. Honestly, I am trying to be better. I try to make you happy in any way I can. I am trying to be more attentive, more patient, more solehah. I'm struggling in my studies so that you would be proud of me. I am trying to be a great example to my little siblings. I try everyday, without fail shaping myself in being a better person.

I admit, my ego is high. I always thought that I was right all the way. But I was wrong. What you told me was right, and I had been ignorant. Forgive me for this. Forgive me for all the sighs and the offends. I shouldn't have acted that way.

I want so badly to repay all of your love, but I know that it wouldn't be enough. But I can always try. I know that I can always try and I promise I will.

I love both of you. I love my little sisters and brothers. I love our family.
All of you, are my whole world. Without each and every one of you, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
Without Ayah and Ibu, who am I?
I would be a nobody. I would be a mindless person with no soul that walked the earth like a zombie.

Thank you Ayah and Ibu.
I know that I seldom say it, but I am. I am grateful to be granted parents who always care for me.
And for whatever mistakes I may make in the future, I am truly sorry. Please always tell me if I am wrong.

Cara mia, ti voglio bene...per sempre.

Yours truly, your daughter :)

Salve, Assassini!

Assalamualaikum...
Hello there cunning readers...
I know, been such a long time since I wrote anything inspirational *cough cough
Anyway, FACEPALM!

As you all may not know, I am a fan of games. Video games, sheesh..don't get all mushy with me...
So I just want to write a piece of mind on what I think of a game that am currently playing and loving, Assassin's Creed...

Before you ask me anything, I haven't played number 3 and yes, I am totally psyched for AC4: Black Flag!
(Cut me some slack, I'm working on it...) Can't wait, I heard it's gonna be epic!

I just, dunno where to start..naturally, there would be the upsides and the flops of everything, I admit it...but I would view those flops as mistakes humans would make in life..On the contrary, I'd rather see the beauty in things...

For the most part, I love it. I love the setting, the graphics, the music, the missions..but most importantly, I love the characters they managed to create and make them grow inside of the players worldwide...Basically, there are four major ones, which three are from the past and the one main in the present...

I can go on and on about this stuff. I can talk about every single one of them (except Connor of course coz' I haven't played his side of the story yet, so duh..wait for me! :) )

Altair Ibn La-Ahd. The first Assassin that I was introduced. To me, he will forever be known as a great mentor. Even though during his youth, he was at a span of time known as someone arrogant and stubborn, but he really came to my liking when he redeemed himself and became a better person yet, a better Assassin. He managed to lead the creed to not be astray from the right path, and during his time, he knew love, honour, and betrayal. He died still protecting the creed. Alone, but  it managed to keep the dangerous secrets hidden from the prying eyes of the enemy.

Ezio Auditore da Firenze. The second Assassin I knew. Every time I remember him, he just makes me crack! What a soulful spirit during his young age. Cocky, charming and cunning. Even when his happiness was ripped away by the betrayal on his family, which costs his dear father, and two of his brothers lives. He only saw red at the beginning, slaughtering everyone that betrayed his family's trust. But in time, when he grew, and we gamers grew alongside him, he became one of the greatest Assassin's ever lived! He was epic. Even when he missed the stuff a normal man should do, it was still worth it. He still managed to restore the Assassin's order and later, obtained precious knowledge from his adventures. Even if his life was bitter from the dawn of time to the end, he managed to obtain happiness. Although died in such a tragic way, he was happy and that's all that matters.

If I ever got to meet the individuals who created this game, I would literally salute them and utterly congratulate them on their efforts. In the world of gaming, not only the technical aspects were looked into, but the story. The story matters the most, because it can be a sort of memory, or a lesson to anyone who plays it. I know, I'm a girl and I cry easily, but hey, at least a game can make us feel, not like when people always say that whoever plays a game would literally turn into a mindless zombie.

No.

There's so much more than that. Games can open up one's mind. It depends on how someone looks at the game. To me, I take it all in. I even got to learn a new language! I cherish every moment of the game, and I damn well tell it to others. People are often engrossed with the stories I tell. Even if they were made up, as if they didn't really happen in reality, they were still precious.

Altair and Ezio will always be embed in my mind and heart, and their stories will live forever!

Remember,

"Nothing is True, Everything is Permitted..."

the words, which came deeply from the depths of my heart, an unsung Assassin...

on a sunny day...

"to forgive is to forget"

really now?
Sigh.

on a rainy day...

Assalamualaikum...
hello you cutelings of the Earth!
well, it's been a week since I've been enrolling for my second semester at pre-U...
and I can tell you, this is the most laid-back week of my entire life! Well, I won't be too sure about that because there was yet to come...
Anyway, I've set my mind in achieving excellence for this semester because when I reviewed my last one, it wasn't my best and as all human would react, I regret.
But I didn't let the regret wallow up myself, because it would do me nor anyone any good. Instead, I construct battle strategies (that sounded cool :P) and hoped that I would act on them successfully.

for the period of my life, I came to know little of failure, because I always made sure that I would do my best in everything and I worked hard for it.
even if I do fail, I know that I can't cope up with it. But I was glad because they gradually show up in the midst of my life, because from there, I learned to get up and fight again. truth be told, it wasn't easy.

But I made it through it all gracefully and that also consist of the help from my dear God, family and friends. Without them, I am just a hollow vessel. I learned a lot from other people, and take in their wisdom. I bury them inside of me, and always cherish them in my heart.

Sometimes, people see me as ignorant and selfish, but what they didn't know that, everything that was thrown on my way, I gave them a deep thought. I contemplate on where I did wrong and tried my best in being better. Slow, yes. But I never ignore. The good I take, and the bad I kick them away.

What can I do? I'm just a normal human.
Tet, that is where you are wrong.
all of us are superhumans obviously, not just superman and wonder woman. But all of us.
We just need to be clever and cheeky in finding it, because no one else know you other than yourself.

If we are normal, there would never be the Guinness World Records. but, what I'm trying to say was, you don't need to be in the records book to be super, you just have to create your own legacy...

Just Be Yourself.
and create your own awesome history.
Don't say 'I'm just a normal human'
Say: 'Yes, I am human. But that doesn't mean I'm not awesome...'

Teehee, okay, that sounded so cliché, but feel free to create your own motto! *facepalm
Duh, I just told you to create your own legacy.
So get those neurons of yours to work and burst out!
Do extraordinary things.
Eat a lot.
Play in the rain.
Laugh like crazy.
Fall and get up again.
Be happy.
Help people.
Chase your dreams.

MAKE WONDERS :)

Sincerely,

The babbles of a dancing cat.

red

I want to be angry...
I should, be angry...
But at what cost? So that I could shatter my dreams that I held right now for my own future damnation?
No...
I know I'm worth better than that...everyone is...
I'm writing this up, because it acts up to me as a reminder.
I know I have a weird odd of reading everything that I wrote.
This acts as a solid memory for me, that when you want to play with Fire, make sure you are a Fire.
So you won't burn.